BUT HE LOVES ME, SO MUCH.
(hearing the sympathy and concern in his voice when he responds "you don't know how much i wish i could be there with you" after hearing about the terrifying, soul crushing, belittling visit i had to a doctor two weeks ago...just struck with the reality that is absolute, unwavering love. my breed of self-reliance used to bear some sort of romanticism, but it's just getting annoying and burdensome now and needs to evolve a bit; at present it's blinding me to importance of having someone go to bat for you/be on your team. i guess co-dependence isn't always as wimpy as i assumed it has to be.)
(hearing the sympathy and concern in his voice when he responds "you don't know how much i wish i could be there with you" after hearing about the terrifying, soul crushing, belittling visit i had to a doctor two weeks ago...just struck with the reality that is absolute, unwavering love. my breed of self-reliance used to bear some sort of romanticism, but it's just getting annoying and burdensome now and needs to evolve a bit; at present it's blinding me to importance of having someone go to bat for you/be on your team. i guess co-dependence isn't always as wimpy as i assumed it has to be.)
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