the bass in this song.  so Simon Gallup.  Simon Gallup at the time that this came out specifically.

can't shake it.

Feeling the urge to shave my head again.

hot finds: flea market. NO TALKING, JUST LOOKING VERSION

PHIL???

home from home

not nearly enough cat naps under the sun on the back porch...




not nearly enough cat naps on the grass under the trees in the front yard...

how to be an adult goth and not come across as a total douche

1. JLP the voodoo prince in his bedroom, bat silhouettes on the walls. alters and dried roses.
2. footage from a performance of "brother and sister", the best Gun Club song IMO. (been revisiting Miami all week, such a killer record)

just....

...look at this.

and they're an equally impressive band to boot. win/win.

born pregnant

DRUNKDRIVER part 1



DRUNKDRIVER part 2.a (that's kristy. she's a beautiful monster.)



part 2.b



part 2.c (that's a Dead Can Dance shirt for my favorite Dead Can Dance record. i'm still connected to that shit (like, hey buddy i love that record TOOOOO!!)like a 13 year old with a terrible home life.)




random pieces of a night with some of the most rad people on the planet and some very young folks still doing the dog collar/coloring your hair with markers thing making for a veritable stew at hand.

happy happy birthday!

IN REVERSE ORDER.

freedom

(0:43)

YOU, YOU, YOU

HI.

HELLO.

HEEEEEY.

i don't even like red that much.

i enjoyed this so much that i hate myself for it today.

06 october 09: osterman beach, torrents, penpals

planes lined up to land at o'hare:

impossible to not walk myself to death tonight. too perfect.

hopefully by the end of the night i'll have mastered torrents and can actually listen to Deathprod instead of listening to my computer reject the files with a "ding".

having a consistent, physical, taste the paste and don't paper cut your tongue pen pal is proving to act as free therapy. i especially like that his typewriter punches out the o's through the paper entirely. some snap it must have. i think i can hear it.

if i were to redo my pre-teens:

i would have centerfolds of this covering my walls instead of NKOTB. fuck, i want to plaster my walls with this NOW.